CREATIVE NON-FICTION

What I Didn’t Pack for the Journey

Because you think most about what you should have brought

Logan Silkwood
4 min readJul 10, 2022

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Last week, Leonora Watkins tagged me in an article asking what I pack when traveling.

Coincidentally, I was reading this article while traveling to the other side of the country I live in. In that moment, I was most aware of one item that I hadn’t packed.

Needles

As a medically transitioning trans man, I’m dependent on being able to inject Testosterone into my thigh muscles once a week. Having no notice for this emergency trip, we had thought we were only staying for a few days, though we had bought one-way tickets to fly. Just to be overly cautious, I’d packed a vial of my medicine, knowing that it was irreplaceable.

My wife had said we should bring needles. I was worried about having them even in our checked bags. I was nervous enough about carrying a passport with a picture that looked so different from my current face and a deadname that I needed to…

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Logan Silkwood

I’m a polyamorous, non-binary trans man (he/him). I edit for Queerly Trans, Prism & Pen, Enbyous, and Trans Love & (A)Sexuality. Twitter: @logan_silkwood.